"Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love". Neil Gaiman

</3 a quote i found that totally decribes what love feels like to me right now

just had to say that New Moon was amazing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wheee i can't wait for New Moon


okay i'll stop now hehe

absolutly loved homecoming <3 it's deff a night i will never forget...i can't wait for Christmas Banquet, i love my boyfriend!!

I've never gone with the wind
Just let it flow
Let it take me where it wants to go
'Til you open the door
There's so much more
I've never seen it before
I was trying to fly but I couldn't find the wings
But you came along and changed everything

You lift my feet off the ground,
Spin me around,
You make me crazier, crazier
Feels like I'm fallin,
And I'm lost in your eyes,
You make me crazier, crazier, crazier

I watched from a distance as you
Made life your own
Every sky was your own kind of blue
And I wanted to know
How that would feel
And you made it so real
You showed me something that I couldn't see
You opened my eyes and you made me believe



another song that i love <3 it reminds me of someone special